Love to hate to love

I love his brown eyes. I hate him for not teaching me his language. I love him for being a man. I hate that he's so sweet to me. I love that he protects my dignity. I hate that he protects me from myself. I love him for all the support. I hate him for still being supportive. I love him for being generous. I hate him for letting me break his heart. I love him for giving me confidence. I hate him for taking my confidence away. I love him for his trust. I hate him for forgiving me. I love him for being honest. I hate him for breaking my heart. I love him. I hate him. I love him... I hate him... And I am not even drunk!